Missing His Touch

I had been meeting a few other people, but still missing Jew Boy badly. My journal explains.

"I miss spending time with Jew Boy, but the sexual part is what I am missing the very most. We connected on the highest level, like I never had before. I want that. I do miss talking to him. I miss his gentleness with me and his kisses. His touch in general. There were so many things that weren't right, but that so was."