I am sick in thinking about The Big X. My mind goes crazy. I go crazy. I have no idea what we are coming to, but I know the decision will be on me.
The situation I am in is lose lose. He is currently allowed to see as many people as he wants, but still have me in his life. He has me and the rest eating out of his palm. I am completely aware and the only one who can change this.
I am not sure a commitment is what I want. Maybe I do, but maybe The Big X isn't enough for me. Maybe he never was.
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My writing started many years back, as a way to remember important events in my life. It since has morphed into an outlet for my emotions and thoughts on the single life, my relationships, sexual exploration, love and finding myself. Welcome to my daily life and the bad (and few good) decisions I make! My life is an open book to all that I know. I am honest, terribly honest. I always give it STRAIGHT UP.
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2 comments:
I am going to read backwards here for more info but I SO know what you are talking about... (at least I think)... WHY do these guys entice us so!?
You better watch it, or you'll have The Big X singing "She hates me" at the next karaoke night... Ha!
But really. That sucks.
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