Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I Know This Is Bad

After our talk, I couldn't catch Jew Boy online, but I got no call from him either. A few days turned into almost a week. My heart was sinking. My journal reflects what I was feeling best.

"I need him to explain what he is feeling, regardless of what it is. What is this for him? What am I to him? This is a conversation that he should have addressed already. I need it to come out. I want someone who wants to be with me for me. I deserve that much."

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