Thursday, April 26, 2007

Downward

I was having a hard time making sense of the talk with Jew Boy. What I did know that regardless of how busy he was, he could find the time to talk to me if he wanted to. All of the babble about work related stress was bullshit. My journal reflects.

"If he wanted to be my boyfriend, he already would be. When this relationship first started, he did exactly as he wanted by seeing me every weekend. Now he is still doing exactly what he wants by backing off. I am not going to pressure him, but I am not going on on any limbs either. If I have scared him in the last week, then this is not the same for him as it is for me."

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