The Passion

It is clear to me that the reason I like Jew Boy, selected to date him and have continued an ongoing, purely sexual relationship with him, is because he is everything that The Big X is not. Jew Boy and I are everything together that The Big X and I are not.

Jew Boy is exotic to me and I to him. We want each other, but don't at the the same time. There are also many reasons why we can't. Jew Boy knows that he can't have me. In fact he doesn't want me because I am too much. To exotic and bottom line, to crazy for forever. It is pure passion for both of us. That is why we each continue the exchange. The passion, not the relationship.