Maybe Now

After a few insensible weeks at work, I called in sick to take a much needed day off. For me, a concert is the best way to relax. Beer and loud music, heaven. When I arrived to pick up The Big X, he didn't give me the greeting I wanted, but he looked so hot I quickly forgot. Once in the element, the affection coming from him was at an all time high.

There had been recent talks about his non-romantic state of being. I came in from outside, all of the lights were out and The Big X had lit every candle in the place. His efforts did not go unnoticed.

As we sat together in a chair that was only for one, I shared my fears with him. I gently asked him, "Out of all the girls you dated while we were apart, were there any that gave you something that I do not?" He said, "No way." I then asked, "Did any of those girls provide you with something that I can't? Because if they did or do, I am willing to walk away now, just because I want you to be totally happy." The Big X looked me in the eye and said, "No there is nothing."

Maybe now, we can move forward.