Saying the Right Thing

I Jew Boy again at a small, dark bar that I had never been to. I again, was jittery. Hands wet. Adrenaline flowing. He told me repeatedly how great I looked. He did as well, but I left that unsaid. We talked college sports and did lots of flirting. He seemed totally into me and into the night.

He invited his friends to join us, but told me just before they arrived. I was fine with meeting his friends, this meant that they knew I existed! They were just two at first, then it turned into an over sized group, all of whom knew each other. This put a bit of pressure on an already awkward situation. Not to mention, Jew Boy said a couple a really self absorbed comments.

I drank my beer quietly until our conversation came around. Toward the end of the night, he invited me over to his friend's house to do a bit more drinking. I agreed because I wanted to make out with him! They only had a few beers. He drank scotch, so I could have the beer. At the time, I thought this was a really sweet gesture. Maybe, he is smarter than I gave him credit for. He just wanted me drunk! Whatever, it worked.

I went out on the balcony to smoke and to contemplate what I was doing. Ok really it was just to smoke. Jew Boy only left me out there for a few minutes before joining me. Sadly, his friend did as well. The friend started quizzing us on where we met, blah blah. He turned to Jew Boy and said, I like this girl a lot, she fits in with us. This was an early, profoundly interesting statement.

Jew Boy's friend finally retired. I wanted to talk because I felt there was a lack of conversation all night. He did not have talking in mind. He kissed me over and over again. I had to keep pulling away because I thought that I might strip off his clothes right under the stars. The kissing was hard and passionate. It turned into a full blown make out session (or R rated porn) right there on the balcony. I made him stop and muttered that I needed to find my way home. I asked if he would walk me to my car. He did the right thing and said of course. I had no intention of going home without him. I just needed to see what he would say.