Monday, March 19, 2007

Full Attention


I looked forward to meeting Jew Boy all day long. It was nervous excitement. I had just gotten my "rock star's girlfriend" haircut, so I looked hot and knew it. The weather was flawless and the beer was flowing. We were there with a large group of people, but no one could have guessed. Jew Boy was totally absorbed in me. I was feeling him as well, wanting him to feel me from the inside out. He told me repeatedly how great I looked and how excited he was to be there with me!

I craved his words and all of the attention. When I was in that moment, all of the pain the Big X had put on me dissolved. We flirted as hard as two people can. As I laughed, Jew Boy leaned into to me and whispered, "You are so sexy." I wanted him on the table right then. He continued, "It is taking all I have right now not to grab you and make out right here in front of everyone." (I am sure this had a bit to do with the fact that he knew I wasn't wearing underwear!)

During his sexual commentary, he made a remark about being able to multi-task. I had to take him down a notch and let him know that he was terrible at it. Not terrible in any sexual mode (as he meant it), but terrible at trying to talk to me while he did other things. He knew exactly what I was referring to! He said, "Oh, you are one of those, who wants my full attention." Well, fuck yes and I deserve it. I knew when I went as far as to tell him that, I liked him.

After all of the dirty talking and the one brief serious conversation, we were ready to escape to my house. As we were walking to the car, he grabbed me by the shoulders, stopped me from moving another inch and kissed me hard. It was the best kiss of my life! I didn't want it to end. It could have lasted forever and it wouldn't have been long enough for me. We were inside of each other and it felt real.

When back at my house, he asked for me to turn the lights down and light the candles. What?? Are there really guys out there that make these types of requests? I had no idea of their existence, but I loved my newly found treasure. Jew Boy took me outside and we danced under the stars. He couldn't keep his hands off of me. I was, for these moments, in heaven.

The kissing was passionate. We were as close as two people could get, but he wanted more. I felt his dick digging into my leg, as he hands went in my shirt. He lead me to my own bed, then went down on me. Holy fuck, is there anything at which he is not perfection? After sex, we laid very close, as he gave me a full body massage. I asked for his full attention and he gave me more than that.

When he left the next day, he said that we would talk soon and when we did, he would be sure to give me his full attention!

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